Bliss or Curse?
I think and think and think, but When I think what I was thinking, I remember nothing. It's like there is a lot, but when you look, there is nothing. I feel like I am in a weird space. Like Space, kind of knowing where I am but not knowing where I am. I feel kind of lost.
I don't know where to go. This feels like a privilege because I feel almost content with myself whereas, I see others running and stressing and panicking and I am here, simply floating. It sometimes also feels like I am unaware of something that they all know. And I am in ignorance. And since I see them panicking and running, I feel like something big and bad is coming my way, and even I should panic and run and be prepared. Build a wall of some kind; have a plan. I try asking people what they are running from and why, but I never found a satisfactory answer that would make me want to run as well.
Because of them and some close people's push, I am kind of going in some direction, but I am just not sure of anything, and with time passing, I feel I am running out of time, and I don't even know for what! So I guess I am just floating in the direction of the majority, thinking that if the majority of people are going in this direction, then probably it must be right.
I hope that my Ignorance turns out to be a Bliss, and not a Curse.
