I am weak at decision making
I am weak at decision making. I didn't know this. I mean, in retrospect, when I see it, I feel it was very evident. After my last post, I thought I would write some mails and msgs to some bloggers or friends, but I just got stuck at thinking which mail ID I should use, what mail provider to mail from? What are others using? Should I use an alias service? Will it be convenient? What if I just create a new email just for this blog? But will I even use it, or will it just be a clutter? Another mail to look around, to keep checking. Anyway email is not private, so should I even think this much?
This is just not for mail; it's for everything I do. Every time I think of doing something, I get stuck on what tool to use, and it's not like after days of researching I finally fix on one tool and do the thing. No! I just do it for a while then move on to next thing. And if I ever revisit the thing that I had started earlier, I don't stick with the same tool and continue. No, No! I again go through the whole process of researching the tool just to repeat the same thing over and over again.
Honestly, it's exhausting, and I want to just get started at this point, but my brain just doesn't let me. It keeps bugging me on the possibilities. What if there is some other tool that is more private? Or faster? Or maybe a recently released one that is way better than the one I am using now. Damn this brain. Then there is this whole other story about migrating from one tool to another if I was (un)lucky to find it.
If you are reading this and have some recommendations for me, please feel free to tell me. I would love to explore more possibilities :)